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I am unhappy. Really not happy.
There's still 17 more days to the end of the year but I can already conclude that this was a really bad year.

I am not happy here. The more I want to leave, the more I get dragged.
SAF is shit. Let's face it.

There's a really long list of things I want to complain but I cannot be bothered to type them.
Let's face it. This blog is dying.

Let's face it. I'm out.

hApPY BeLAteD

BiRThdAY to

WEI (RONG + JING)

Paiseh yesterday i couldnt come online!

Hoped u amigos enjoyed ur day thoroughly!

Whee~
Hmmm i cant seem to put this words on the right of the pic! what the heck

24 days to X'mas!
34 days to EOT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIRONG!!!!! :)

With declining interest shown in this blog, I think I cant wait any longer but blog for the 100th entry, lest I forget what I wanna blog bout.

I like to read articles dat r thought-provoking, thanks to my sec sch Lit teacher Ferdinand Quek. Happened to pickup a book yesterday call "Tuesdays with Morrie" from Brandon, & Im so sure many of u had read it b4 me le. Spent a few hrs reading it, but only reaching page 54 b4 returning to him. Why I take so long is becuz everytime I read something worthy of thinking I will put down the book, close my eyes & think bout it, to fully absorb the literary effects of the lines.

It amazes me how the author was able to write such vivid details of the past dat he had temporarily locked away while pursuing his fame n fortune. Or mayb he made them up. It doesnt matter to me. What matters was that the images dat popped in me head were always warm n enriching.

The book wasnt enriching, it was a medium to make me think bout my past, & from the past I drew lessons. Apparently the lessons were always present, yet I had turned a blind eye on them. The contents of my drawer were treasurely-filled, yet I was lazy to force it open. But the words of the book handed me the key.

At the end of page 54, Brandon asked me how was it. I said ok lor. & then I realised, what ashamed me was nt the emotions n tears dat I will show to him, but the emotions n tears I hid away from him. A half-read book had gave me much insights, yet I did nt want him to know. I did nt want him to ask bout my thoughts. Its like pushing away a caring fren cuz he's too caring. The heart appreciates it but the mind rejects it.

Anyway, my Coxswain had asked me to extend another month for Ex. Rimba. No wonder he had given me free flights back Singapore in late Oct as a reward, n to reject this extension will b 忘恩负义 of me. Hence, the possibility of me returning for X'mas n chalet might b slightly diminished, & to dat I can only apologise. I know u folks will still have fun without me!

In comparison, the extra $1,800 I get lessens my sadness. After readin the book dat encourages one to see dat "Love always win", looks like Im still eyeing fortune after all. Im quite a confused fellow. 20 yrs n still confused in life.

问题不在于问题的本身，而是在于本身的问题
40 days to EOT

Entry 99. Shall leave the next milestone entry for u amigos to fillup.

My short trip back Singapore had 2 contrasting exp in 2 different weeks. The 1st week was more of relaxing n running errands.. even had time to go Weirong's ORD parade. Weirong has v nice parents i must say... n i even had time to attend a wedding dinner of some distant relative.
The 2nd week wasnt so cheery.. had to hold a wake for my grandma's funeral. I think I mentioned b4 in entry 48 dat my grandma was v responsible for raising me up, but for this entire yr I only saw her for a couple of weeks due to NS, thinking bout it quite sad. Must really thank all those whu paid a visit or paid 白金.

In a way my grandma's death bonded my family. After the funeral we went out for dinners together.. n my parents even sent me off to the airport, which they had nv done b4. I also found out dat I did nt cry at times when my family was crying, but I do feel v sad in me heart.

Back to Brunei & i found out I missed out the CFC promotion. Ding Dang Dong. They promoted 2 n the quota is reached while Im away.. must depend on NDU to make me 3SG liaoz.

昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大 这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

Shit Im beginning to sound as sad as Fruck.

我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜　听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦

Sounds more cheerful
22 days to EOT

I like to blog consecutive entries it seems.

Today I went to Jurong Polyclinic (!!).. regardless (its regardless nt irregardless haha) the reason but after a long time waiting, it was time to collect my medicine.
Approaching the around 20 yr-old counter girl, she smiled at me very sweetly, as though she knew me n was my fren. Dunno how to further elaborate in words.. its like she knows me lor.

"Alex, izzit?" Super friendly n adorable smile.
In a daze for 2 secs without replying, gazing at her n running thru my mind.. "Do I know her? Which class she from sia? Which cousin?"
Look back at me, still smiling. Waiting for me reply.. could b thinking dat I must b an idiot to dunno my name.
"Oh ya Alex." Still thinking whu she is. Look at her name tag. Not familiar name leh. But I have a feeling she like know me liddat.
Continued with the frenly smile while explaining the usage of the med which I already know blah blah.. all the while I wasnt paying attention anyway still thinking.
"So any questions?" Smile.
"Err, nope. Thanks." & I flash her my "Twin-eyed winking smile". Shall elaborate further on this technique later.

So went to pay money (all paid by SAF btw), n after dat turned back to smile at her again. She's so sweet haha.. took a few steps out the pharmacy.. & I forgot her name liaoz. Such a poor memory dats why I nv date any outside gals. Ya. Believe me.

The technique.. I read it somewhere.. quite effective for both male n female. You must b thinking how can u wink with both eyes.. dats call blink. It's essentially a flirting smile.. u can use it in future if u see someone u like, but obviously he/she must b able to see ur smile (timing is key)
So 1st.. u look at something n focus on it (my medicine).
2nd.. u look at a person u want dat is also looking at u, n for the split sec.. wink both eyes(blink), n while opening ur eyes, give ur best smile at the same time!
3rd.. the next split sec.. look away at another object n focus. (my medicine again)

Something is suppose to happen when u do this la. Your split-sec smile will create a mystical feeling dat will make others wanna see more.. but u pianpian dun wanna give more. Its like a flirting smile like i say. If done correctly n u r v pretty or handsome.. ur target will most likely melt.

How to smile sweetly:
1st lick the inside of ur upper teeth between ur lips n gums..
2nd smile brightly! Showing ur teeth is good! Your eyes will auto become sweet if u show ur teeth. Trust me. If u have big-small eyes like me power / 2.
3rd if u gt dimples den power X 20.

Ermz Im nt sure why I typed this entry. To share what I read I guess.

Dun worry its the last time I'll see the pharmacist anyway
36 days to EOT

I know you read this. Happy Birthday. =)

词 曲:齐秦

轻轻的我将离开你 请将眼角的泪拭去
漫漫长夜里未来日子里 亲爱的你别为我哭泣
前方的路虽然太凄迷 请在笑容里为我祝福
虽然迎著风虽然下著雨 我在风雨之中念著你
没有你的日子里 我会更加珍惜自己
没有我的岁月里 你要保重你自己
你问我何时归故里 我也轻声地问自己
不是在此时不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季
不是在此时不知在何时 我想大约会是在冬季

词 曲:not 齐秦

静静的我早离开你 我将眼角的泪拭去
难熬长夜里这些日子里 亲爱的 我忍着不哭泣
前方的路或许不肯定 你在笑容里为我祝福
就算刮旋风就算落大雨 我仍风雨之中念著你
没有你的日子里 我懂更加爱惜自己
没有我的岁月里 你可曾保重自己？
别问我何时归故里 我现轻声地告诉你
不是在此时不知在何时 我想大约会是在年底
不是在此时不知在何时 我想大约会是在月底

What eight-letter word starts with an "S"?

What am I doing in my life?
38 days to EOT